To-Dos and Realisations

1. Watch HKA again. Write about them.

2. Read Ghore Baire again. Write about them.

Between the two of them, I should find solace. Strength, more importantly.

No, not Raja. I am not a Sudarshana. No way.

PS -

Realisation: in my FL, there's just one, JUST ONE, who compares. TNB. Rest - no, i will never stoop so low.

PPS -

Ishwar uhaderke khoma korun! Amio korlam. :)

Mumbles...

Why is it so difficult? So, so difficult? Just to accept the plain fact that they will use you when you give them a chance. And that they won't ever accept doing so, ever?

Didn't I always know? Doesn't everyone know? Isn't it meant to be this way,? Isn't that hopeless harmful concept called trust meant to ruin loves and lives - always, always?

Why so silly, me!

Don't trust anyone. Anyone.

Ever!

Shei kobita-ta

Shob shesh hoechhe ki?


Ki kore hobe?

Tomake abritti record kore pathanoi to holo na etodine..


Ar,

Tomar chokher dike takiye

shorire shorir mishiye

je kobita-ta bolle thik thik manonshoi hoto -

shetai ba aj obdhi lekha holo koi?


Shob shesh hoyni.


Arektu shomoy ki pete pari ami,

Tahole?