Monday, 8 December 2014

আনতাবরি

"সত্যি সত্যি যদি কোনদিন তোমার ওপর রাগ করা  পুরোপুরি ছেড়ে দি, তোমার ভালো লাগবে?"

Saturday, 20 September 2014

To-Dos and Realisations

1. Watch HKA again. Write about them.

2. Read Ghore Baire again. Write about them.

Between the two of them, I should find solace. Strength, more importantly.

No, not Raja. I am not a Sudarshana. No way.

PS -

Realisation: in my FL, there's just one, JUST ONE, who compares. TNB. Rest - no, i will never stoop so low.

PPS -

Ishwar uhaderke khoma korun! Amio korlam. :)

Monday, 15 September 2014

Mumbles...

Why is it so difficult? So, so difficult? Just to accept the plain fact that they will use you when you give them a chance. And that they won't ever accept doing so, ever?

Didn't I always know? Doesn't everyone know? Isn't it meant to be this way,? Isn't that hopeless harmful concept called trust meant to ruin loves and lives - always, always?

Why so silly, me!

Don't trust anyone. Anyone.

Ever!

Saturday, 6 September 2014

Shei kobita-ta

Shob shesh hoechhe ki?


Ki kore hobe?

Tomake abritti record kore pathanoi to holo na etodine..


Ar,

Tomar chokher dike takiye

shorire shorir mishiye

je kobita-ta bolle thik thik manonshoi hoto -

shetai ba aj obdhi lekha holo koi?


Shob shesh hoyni.


Arektu shomoy ki pete pari ami,

Tahole?

Monday, 28 July 2014

Mumbles..

From the old photo album
She looks back at me and smiles
Her eye twinkle like a cunning fox
Her smile is of a hyena
Her lips purse in vengeance
All the vengeance the whole of mankind can ever conjure.

She looks back at me
And takes my present away
In a way no one else can ever notice.

She is evil
In a way no one understands.
In a way no one would, ever!

Lost, forever.

He had just said, "Grow up!" And I cried.

And it's not the first time. These days, I cry at the drop of a hat. Not even that! A feather, perhaps.

These days, I've just stopped being myself. I've become a puny, stupid, selfish, blabbering, funny thing I can never explain. Or get. I think I am lost.

Worse, I don't think I'll ever find my way back home!

Saturday, 19 July 2014

My orkut testimonials :)

Probal Ghosh Jul 9, 2006
few of the very charming ladies i have come across.. one would realy feel great talking to her.. she is a chatter box and can engage any person on any topic. believes and prac tices lot of ethics and morality. A must friend for people looking for good friends.
Anonymous
May 30, 2006
sinjini... tui holi somgro prithibi-r kotha bolar set-e supremum. tui kotha na bolle to keu-e kotha bolbena. tai kokkhono boka thamas na!
Anonymous
May 27, 2006
Nupur-shabdomoyee B'lore- basinee
Amra bhojona kori debi Sinjini
Karo habu ghorni, kahar-o ba pishi
Sansare satoto chole PN o PC
Temoni cholechhe tnar pure bhat-era
Khonekhone sloganito: boddi-i sera
Maathar kotore dhora sahityodhara
Prempotre quotation khnuje dishahara-
Hole tnaar dware eso, debi kripamoyee
Joy ghnete ja debe ta heavy jutsoi
Tnahar-i ashis nie lokhkho suto-e
Cal comm-e thyang dhore matite lutoy
Echhara asen tini suhrid-er beshe
Moner khobor jene nie hese hese
BBC radio hon next obotaare
Soros khorak bili koren shrotaare
Debir prosaad paabe jeno nirbhul
Akmone kore jao poro-leg pull

Ato chaap tobu ese tnaari dorjae
Adhom ei upaasok gunogan gae
Mono-pangshur dol fire khaali haate
Er kono clone jodi jutito boraate
she is a nice friend and nice girl too
Anonymous
Aug 2, 2005
advantages AND DISADVANTAGES OF HAVING SINJINI SENGUPTA AS YOUR SISTER:
1.you never suffer from siblimg rivalry.SHE IS ALWAYS SO FAR AHEAD OF YOU...
2.you always have someone to look up to, whatever you do.YOU NEVER GET APPLAUDED FOR ANYTHING AS SHE DID IT FIRST....
3.she always saves half of every cadbury for her "kid brother"(anything for half a cadbury...).SHE EXPECTS YOU TO DO THE SAME.
4.she cares for you,she's worried for you, she wants you to do good and be good.THAT MEANS WHATEVER MISCHIEF YOU CONFIDED ON HER GETS "REPORTED" TO YOUR PARENTS.
5.she is a really wonderful person, has a graet sense of humour, balances work and pleasure ideally in her life, and is always ready to help her brother, pulling this stuttering immature kid from every gutter she he manages to trip into.YOUR PARENTS EXPECT YOU TO BE AS GOOD AS HER.

but she's definitely the best sister in the world.ONLY DON'T GET HER WORKED ON TOPICS SHE FEELS "STRONGLY" ABOUT!!!
Dipanjan Gupta Jul 9, 2005
From her youngest days this versatile sister of mine has got me in so much of troubles!! It started off with all those evenings in which our elder generation rejoiced in what they called get together.So did we,then young kids.Everything went so fine until "tua" was summoned for some recitation! The fact that she recites well was gleefully accepted by me but the consequence of me being forced to sing or recite after her mindboggling performance still vexes me! Now i was born with clairvoyance... so u see at the earliest of my age i have got my vengeance with the attempt to bite her ear off!wat say?:0)
Rupak Das Dec 4, 2004
few girls r intelligent, soft , have adequate philosophy , quick witted and creative at the same time , she's one of those rare creatures and I am a liar !!
Sanjoy Nath Jul 12, 2004
I really don't know much abt her. I can tell she talks a lot even with a quiet person like me. Every time she promises to write a big mail to me, she never keeps her promise. Still she is a nice person!!!
Sourav Ghosh Jun 5, 2004
Sinjini is better known as POCHE, U can address her by this name as well. Ki poche kemon ???????